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Hello, I am Jasmine.
On the second night at the camp, they announced a game called Mystery Lovers. In this game, we would be deciding by chance, with whom we would be spending the night and I was becoming concerned. Having a sex partner when I am not knowing who I would be getting, was a bit scary.
Auntie Kalki whispered to me, “Don’t worry, Jasmine. All the men here will be great.”
I tried a smile at her, putting on the brave face but I was still concerned. I was worried about my short experience of sexual things. Doubts crept into my mind. Some of the men had been in this Sex Group for a long time, some even before I had been born. Would I be good enough? Pretty enough for him? Would I be able to please him, make him happy with me?
But then I tried to put these things from my mind because they were silly thinking. Of course, I lacked the experience of many here, but this was another chance to gain from that and to learn. I put that into my mind to make the best of this mystery man, whomever he would be.
Then Mike explained that some of us were new to sexual things, without experience. He said to be understanding and gentle to us. In meaning new, I think everyone knew it was like Sabeena, Rachel, me or even Riya, but Mike was kind and didn’t mention our names so as not to embarrass us in front of everyone.
Maybe you could include some of the other younger ones too. Even some of the boys like Ragesh and Michael too, although I think they might have steady girlfriends and be more able to look after themselves. I also saw those two had been getting lots of women to be with.
As I said, I consulted this with Sabreena, and she was so excited. She didn’t care who it would be. “All were good so the sex will be good,” was her full opinion on the subject.
I realised my concerns were silly. I should take this as a chance, an experience, or an adventure. So, my options were to embrace this game and enjoy whoever came to me or withdraw before they started. I chose to continue and spend a night with whomever my luck would send to me.
On the second night at the camp, they announced a game called Mystery Lovers. In this game, we would be deciding by chance, with whom we would be spending the night and I was becoming concerned. Having a sex partner when I am not knowing who I would be getting, was a bit scary.
Auntie Kalki whispered to me, “Don’t worry, Jasmine. All the men here will be great.”
I tried a smile at her, putting on the brave face but I was still concerned. I was worried about my short experience of sexual things. Doubts crept into my mind. Some of the men had been in this Sex Group for a long time, some even before I had been born. Would I be good enough? Pretty enough for him? Would I be able to please him, make him happy with me?
But then I tried to put these things from my mind because they were silly thinking. Of course, I lacked the experience of many here, but this was another chance to gain from that and to learn. I put that into my mind to make the best of this mystery man, whomever he would be.
Then Mike explained that some of us were new to sexual things, without experience. He said to be understanding and gentle to us. In meaning new, I think everyone knew it was like Sabeena, Rachel, me or even Riya, but Mike was kind and didn’t mention our names so as not to embarrass us in front of everyone.
Maybe you could include some of the other younger ones too. Even some of the boys like Ragesh and Michael too, although I think they might have steady girlfriends and be more able to look after themselves. I also saw those two had been getting lots of women to be with.
As I said, I consulted this with Sabreena, and she was so excited. She didn’t care who it would be. “All were good so the sex will be good,” was her full opinion on the subject.
I realised my concerns were silly. I should take this as a chance, an experience, or an adventure. So, my options were to embrace this game and enjoy whoever came to me or withdraw before they started. I chose to continue and spend a night with whomever my luck would send to me.